6 Sep 2009.
最近的心情?感觉很复杂。好像什么事都不顺,不知该则么办。
他说给他3年的时间,他会在这3年内做出一番成绩。现在少了在一起的时间,很害怕我们彼此会疏远。真的好害怕,是我想太多吗?
我不知道。

{ 1:48:00 AM }

15 Aug 2009.
So many things happened for the past two weeks. i got so much to blog, yet i dont know where to start.

UPDATES..

1)i fell sick this week. it's super sick that kind. i really felt that i am going to die. Well, the illness started on Monday with coughing only. The next morning, i felt something was unusual. i just dont feel right but i didnt care and went ahead for training. This week got a 2 days GEMS training at Suntec by external trainer. so good, no need to work. i love training!!! during the whole training, i was feeling feverish and coughing like mad. i really cannot stand it so i decided to go home and even skipped class for that day. i went home and measured my body temp. and realised i got a fever,38 degree. The doctor gave me 3 days of MC and told me to rest well. he was still kidding with me, last weekend gov gave you long weekend, today i also gave you long weekend. faint

After popping the pills,I slept immediately. i felt as if i got a concussion. i slept from Tuesday night till Wednesday night. I never slept so much in the life. my fever just wouldnt subside, kept on remaining at 38 or 38.6 degree except it only manage to subside once or twice? i really cant rem. i did everything, put towel on my forehead, drank herbal tea, made myself perspired but the fever just wouldnt subside. really very irritating. Mom woke me up and advised me to bath cold water and to visit the doc again. we went back to the same clinic but this time round was the relief doctor. the relief doctor initially suspected is h1n1 as i told him i went JB last Sat. i was thinking my friends were alright, cannot be so sway, i got h1n1 right? the doc want to do blood test for h1n1 but the clinic does not provide that service. actually, the doc himself also cannot confirm, as my cough was getting better, in the end he said maybe is dengue. i think the doctor just want to con my $$. so no choice, my mum asked me to do the blood test since i am already at the clinic. so pain >.<

Finally, the nightmare ended as my fever subsided on Thursday morning. i was afraid the fever will come back again so i drank plenty of water and herbal tea. i already recovered except for coughing. i hope i can fully recover by tmr. After this incident, i really think that health is very important. Must manage and be responsible for your own health. believe me. Friends pls take care of your health and visit a doctor if there's any pain or discomfortable in any parts of your body.

Anyway, the doctor called up yesterday and told me it's also not dengue. it's some virus attack and they wanted me to visit them again. i told them i had recovered and alr back at work so the doc said it's not necessary to visit them. i dont know where on earth did i get this virus, it's super strong. Even feet feet who came to visit me also fell sick the following day. He's so strong and yet also fell ill so you can imagine how powerful the virus is. Anyway, i am glad that he had recovered.

2) i went JB for shopping last Sat with Mag and Siewling. Carol not feeling well the last minute so she decided not to go. such a pity that she cannot join us. As usual, mag bought the most. i bought 2 flats,accessories,1 top, ZA concealer and Etude house mascara. the Etude house products over there is really cheap. there's a 20% discount on all cosmetics products. i got the mascara for only 6 SGD. Cheap right? haha

3) there is GEMS training this week on Tueday and Wednesday.too bad, i fell sick on Wed and didnt manage to complete the training. the trainer was joyous and i think i enjoyed myself throughout. i really learned a lot. This training is nation wide recognize so i thk it's really very good.

4) i had purchased some clothes from bonitochico.livejournal and till date i havent rec my mail yet. it's been almost two weeks. they told me they already mailed it long time ago. i think the mail is lost. my $$ wasted again. very angry!!!

5) the boyfriend did something which i totally cannot agree with him. i am angry. i know he's anxious abt his sales but i felt that it's not the way to do things. UPSET!!!

6) i hate filipinos!!! especially those from contact centre.

Why my life is so miserable?? can anyone tell me?

{ 4:01:00 PM }

4 Aug 2009.
I had such a fun weekend.Went for a getaway trip to Genting Highland. this year cannot go anywhere because not enough leave. Sigh!! i want to travel.

This week,school will be starting soon. i havent enjoyed enough yet. sometimes i feel like giving up studies, i keep telling myself to hang on. i dont know how long i can hold on to it.

The boyfriend had started his new job since two weeks ago. he got this insurance job at manual life, oopps!!should be a financial planner. he always correct me and he said not that he's not an insurance agent but a financial planner. haha. to me, i think is the same la. he havent clinched his first deal yet, i guessed he must be feeling stressed on how to meet his sales target. in future, he will have lesser time for me and i think i need to find my own programme. =(

this sat going to JB shopping. yippeee. so excited.

{ 9:52:00 PM }

18 Jul 2009.
3 papers down and 1 last one. i will be free then. i dont like exams!!!
=(

{ 11:37:00 AM }

23 Jun 2009.
我真的好累。我要放假!!

{ 11:31:00 PM }

narcissism.
I am Selene.I simply love desserts & they are the marvellous food on earthdesserts.DESSERTS make my day.

materialist.
taiwan trip
Bkk trip
obtain a degree
cannon camera
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noise.
cbox here would be good
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memories.
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